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U see urself lying infront of ur eyes ,
A body surrounded by teary faces;
In silence u stay wide awake ,still,
U see eyes bereft of life watching
Lips blackened with smoke smiling at u;
Fear deepens in your mind,
As logic starts to fail u;
In despair u look at the sky,
To see a sun fighting,
with the gripping darkness;
No birds and no clouds,
No sound and no matter;
Only an infinite space in gloom;
Your blood inside curdles,
Ur veins run dry,
Your heart cries to rip apart,
But its a cry in silence;
Your nose yearns for smell,
Only to find an arid breathe ;
Your tongue starves for taste,
Only to meet acrid tastelesness;
Slowly u realize,u feel
And u only feel
Left with only one sense,
The sense to feel;
Alive to feel the pain,
To savour the pangs of being dead;
Dry tears trickle out of ur eyes
Ur cries are silenced in a smother
As u remain in a dither
Dead with just one sense alive
or Alive with all but one sense dead
U want to escape , u want to run;but u cant-
Slowly u feel the heat engulfing u,
The fire gritting into ur body
Crashing ur bones,
Burning out ur soul;
Unbearable is the pain;
And yet alive is ur brain,
To feel and only feel;
Till its all gone, reduced to dust;
Its pain no more, its an eternal peace;
U realize He is here,
The Guardian of the forsaken
At the stairway of the unknown
To usher in a new beginning
Where nothing is beyond scope,
U live as a devil with hope;
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Epilogue: Bull Shit!!!!